I just want a break. After working almost 40 hours in 4 days, I want to do nothing the rest of the week. Add drama, add school, add friends, and I can’t go to school anymore. I can’t wait until I’m done.
When I was in high school I made a ten year plan in my German class. I think it still sounds like a good idea. My plan was to have three houses, and to be a dictator. My houses will be: a condo in St. Paul, a small glass house in Costa Rica, and a house in either Austria or Spain. I just gotta keep Ing towards the dictator thing. It all seems possible.
Now I remember why I stay busy all the time. I hate being home and watching tv by myself. I hate doing anything by myself.
I wish i wasnt sick. I wish i was done with school. I wish i had a different job. I wish i could feel comfortable doing things i want to do. I just want to see my friends and family. I want to have a new start. New year, new life.
I was just inspired to eat healthier so I made this salad to go along with fish for dinner. This cucumber salad tastes a lot better than I thought it would.
1 mini cucumber sliced (1\2 cup)
1\2 cup of mini carrots halved and diced
1\2 tablespoon of apple cider vineger
1\2 teaspoon of dill
A pinch of salt, sugar, and onion powder
I would say this is two servings.
Today I finished and sent my application for a volunteer experience in Guatemala for spring break. Now I’m gonna actually read my physics book. Then I work at PossAbilities from noon-3. I will begin reading The Ghost Map for epidemiology. I work from 5-1am at Dominos. My busy/productive life.